Assalamualaikum everyone! Hye! Hope all is well. Hehehe.
Yeah, next Monday dah start Final but still tak sedar sedar nak study ke baca buku ke apa ke. Niat tu ada tapi ada je something yang halang such as ajak lepak, ada problem, ada orang spoil kan mood etc. But I believe, everything fated by Allah wills. Allah knows best for His servant.
Okay, I want to talk about relationship. I mean serious relationship. Not about fake, game relationship etc. Yeah, im not one of yang involve in this fake, game relationship what so ever. Its not me. What goes around comes around. tak baik okay main kan orang semua.
Yeah, Im not good enough to be someone special for you, you or you or whoever. Because I know who am I. I know myself. I can accept you doesnt mean I cant accept you at all. Its hard for me to accept someone special right now. My past effect me too much. But at the same time Im still trying to accept the new one. Faham tak? Tolong lah faham. Yeah, what I told before, Its sad but true. Diluah mati emak, ditelan mati bapak. Yeah, exactly! No doubt.
Okay, Im speechless now. Wish me luck for my final. Assalamualaikum. :)
Wednesday, May 2, 2012
Sunday, April 15, 2012
4 month ++ already
Assalamualaikum everyone! Yeah, I admit I miss with my blog. Lama gila tak update kan. Entah lah, nak update tapi macam malas. No comment.
Alhamdulilah, 4 month already official jadi student KPTM. Konon hebat kan. Hahaha. Yeah, I'm taking TESL. Everything in English. Next month dah nak final. Hopefully my result pass with flying colours. Tak macam UiTM dulu. My final just around the corner.
Hmm tak tahu cane nak describe life kat sini dengan Pilah dulu. Memang banyak perubahan. Pilah dulu totally kampung kot. Sekarang nie kat Cheras/Ampang kot wey. Nak pegi Sogo, TS, Pavi, KLCC memana sahaja memang dekat gila. Lagi lagi depan kolej ada LRT. Memang senang lah kan nak gerak. And aku pun kadang kadang ada jugak lah merayap. Nampak benor nipunye kalau takde kannnn. Hahaha.
My hostel is Condominium. Pandan Mewah Height Condominium. Level 12 okay, 12. Hmm okay kot. Entah lah. Housemate? Roommate? Classmate? No comment. Speechless. Apa yang jadi ada hikmah kan. And aku macam everything boleh je buat and pegi sorang sorang. Sampai suspek denggi pun aku pegi hospital sorang sorang. Tipu kalau tak sedih. Parent pun takde lah dekat mana. Around 1 hour jugak lah dorang nak sampai sini kalau dari Shah Alam tu kan.
Apa yang aku belajar sekarang nie, kawan je dengan semua orang tapi tapi tapi dont trust people easily. Seriously, it will hurt you. 1st sem nie kenal hati budi, perangai dulu. Its not easy. Kena perhatikan semua semua. Sumpah rindu kat kawan kawan sekolah, kawan kawan kat UiTM dulu. Ke aku sorang je yang rindu korang? Hmpphhh.
Alhamdulilah, 4 month already official jadi student KPTM. Konon hebat kan. Hahaha. Yeah, I'm taking TESL. Everything in English. Next month dah nak final. Hopefully my result pass with flying colours. Tak macam UiTM dulu. My final just around the corner.
Hmm tak tahu cane nak describe life kat sini dengan Pilah dulu. Memang banyak perubahan. Pilah dulu totally kampung kot. Sekarang nie kat Cheras/Ampang kot wey. Nak pegi Sogo, TS, Pavi, KLCC memana sahaja memang dekat gila. Lagi lagi depan kolej ada LRT. Memang senang lah kan nak gerak. And aku pun kadang kadang ada jugak lah merayap. Nampak benor nipunye kalau takde kannnn. Hahaha.
My hostel is Condominium. Pandan Mewah Height Condominium. Level 12 okay, 12. Hmm okay kot. Entah lah. Housemate? Roommate? Classmate? No comment. Speechless. Apa yang jadi ada hikmah kan. And aku macam everything boleh je buat and pegi sorang sorang. Sampai suspek denggi pun aku pegi hospital sorang sorang. Tipu kalau tak sedih. Parent pun takde lah dekat mana. Around 1 hour jugak lah dorang nak sampai sini kalau dari Shah Alam tu kan.
Apa yang aku belajar sekarang nie, kawan je dengan semua orang tapi tapi tapi dont trust people easily. Seriously, it will hurt you. 1st sem nie kenal hati budi, perangai dulu. Its not easy. Kena perhatikan semua semua. Sumpah rindu kat kawan kawan sekolah, kawan kawan kat UiTM dulu. Ke aku sorang je yang rindu korang? Hmpphhh.
P/s : Fizo Omar dah tunang. And dia macam minat kat orang lain. Frustrated nya saya :(
Saturday, December 24, 2011
Holiday!
Asalamualaikum and hello everyone. :)
Nothing interesting.
Kinda busy lately. Especially for my new and big jourmey (InsyaAllah). Done with my registration form, payment and 3 medical check up. Wheww~ Tiring day! But not for my MARA essay. Sigh.
Now, waiting for the day. Hopefully everything will be okay. InsyaAllah :)
Happy mid semester break for my UiTM's friend! I wish I can meet everyone. Well, said are easier than done. Miss everyone (my scandal especially. ada ke scandal? lol) and miss everything.
Nothing interesting.
Kinda busy lately. Especially for my new and big jourmey (InsyaAllah). Done with my registration form, payment and 3 medical check up. Wheww~ Tiring day! But not for my MARA essay. Sigh.
Now, waiting for the day. Hopefully everything will be okay. InsyaAllah :)
Happy mid semester break for my UiTM's friend! I wish I can meet everyone. Well, said are easier than done. Miss everyone (my scandal especially. ada ke scandal? lol) and miss everything.
P/s : Hurt! Good luck then :)
Friday, December 16, 2011
Allah knows best :)
Assalamualaikum and hello everyone. Well, I think the tittle a bit weird maybe. But its true, Allah knows best for his servant.
I think I should do something for my future. Do and pray for the best. Alright, officially I'm not UiTM's student anymore. Just 4 month as UiTM's student. At least i know and can feel how student life there. I got lots of experience. I know how to handle everything especially with my roommates, classmates, housemates, assighments, test, quiz etc.
I think this is my big mistake. Seriously I'm regrets with that. And I dont know why must be like this. It's not easy to handle my life when I'm not student anymore. Everytime ups side down. And no one know what I feel and felt. Well, said are easier than done. Quiet tough to face this problem. And thanks to people for their concern.
Ohh yeah, I applied for further my study at a few private university. I got Diploma in Masscom. Which is near with my home, just 10min. I admit I'm kinda extremely happy because I can back home when I want. Well, I love my family. LOL. But my mama and the only brother advice me for not taking that course. I was like 'haaaa?' Since that day, I'm more ups side down. Wanna sleep a few day, a few year and a few decade. Then I wish I'll be okay but dream on as usual.
Then I decided to applied nursing at Segi College and KPJ. I have friends at Segi which is taking the same course. So she can guide me as mush as she can. Haha. And KPJ, basically people know KPJ is hospital. But they have college too. If not my mistaken at Nilai. Ohh semm, stay nogoghi again. Hehe. But but and but its almost a month I applied and didn't get any result. Clueless!
My next mission applied KPTM. No choice! Between nursing and teaching. And teaching is my choice. I got Diploma in TESL. Firstly, I thankful to Allah. Syukur Alhamdulilah, I have another chance to further study. Secondly, I dont know should or shouldn't accept. And I accept it. Teacher-to-be. Err I'll be like Cikgu Shida which is famous with face expression without segan silu. Haha.
Damn! My english so bad. Or I'm lack of idea? Or I'm make it with my own style? Hahaha. Just forget and ignore my grammar. I know its cool! Hewhew. :p
I think I should do something for my future. Do and pray for the best. Alright, officially I'm not UiTM's student anymore. Just 4 month as UiTM's student. At least i know and can feel how student life there. I got lots of experience. I know how to handle everything especially with my roommates, classmates, housemates, assighments, test, quiz etc.
I think this is my big mistake. Seriously I'm regrets with that. And I dont know why must be like this. It's not easy to handle my life when I'm not student anymore. Everytime ups side down. And no one know what I feel and felt. Well, said are easier than done. Quiet tough to face this problem. And thanks to people for their concern.
Ohh yeah, I applied for further my study at a few private university. I got Diploma in Masscom. Which is near with my home, just 10min. I admit I'm kinda extremely happy because I can back home when I want. Well, I love my family. LOL. But my mama and the only brother advice me for not taking that course. I was like 'haaaa?' Since that day, I'm more ups side down. Wanna sleep a few day, a few year and a few decade. Then I wish I'll be okay but dream on as usual.
Then I decided to applied nursing at Segi College and KPJ. I have friends at Segi which is taking the same course. So she can guide me as mush as she can. Haha. And KPJ, basically people know KPJ is hospital. But they have college too. If not my mistaken at Nilai. Ohh semm, stay nogoghi again. Hehe. But but and but its almost a month I applied and didn't get any result. Clueless!
My next mission applied KPTM. No choice! Between nursing and teaching. And teaching is my choice. I got Diploma in TESL. Firstly, I thankful to Allah. Syukur Alhamdulilah, I have another chance to further study. Secondly, I dont know should or shouldn't accept. And I accept it. Teacher-to-be. Err I'll be like Cikgu Shida which is famous with face expression without segan silu. Haha.
Damn! My english so bad. Or I'm lack of idea? Or I'm make it with my own style? Hahaha. Just forget and ignore my grammar. I know its cool! Hewhew. :p
P/s : Just call me Miss Kartika :p
P/ss : I miss you :)
Saturday, December 10, 2011
Pintu hati
Assalamualaikum.
Rasa macam dah lama sangat spirit berblog nie dah takde. So now rasa macam nak active balik tapi entah lah. Just wait and see the spirit how long it is. Haha.
Err kali nie aku nak cakap pasal perubahan. I admit I'm not good enough nak cakap pasal nie. Tapi everyone should rasa diri nie cukup teruk dan terhina. Yeah, aku tahu before nie I'm one of unhijab person. Almost 18 okay, 18! Now, syukur alhamdulilah I'm one of hijab person. Semuanya bermula bila ada someone tanya time sekolah dulu 'kenapa tak pakai tudung?'. And I was like 'haa? kenapa nak tanya pasal nie?'. Nak tahu apa yang aku jawab? Aku jawab 'mungkin dari kecik tak dibiasakan dengan memakai tudung even mama pakai tudung. Tapi memang ada niat nak pakai pun, mungkin bila dah dapat further study after SPM.'
And syukur alhamdulilah, aku pakai tudung since 22th of May 2011. Pintu hati tebukak untuk perubahan yang lebih baik. Plus, dapat further study dekat UiTM Kuala Pilah. Mula mula tu memang lah tak biasa sebab benda tu kita tak biasa buatkan tapi bila dah lama lama I'm okay. Lagi lagi bila kawan kawan semua pun ramai yang bertudung, so takde lah rasa diri nie kalut sangat. Dekat sana semua ingat aku memang berhijab dah lama, unfortunately not. Tapi tu lah aku, agak pendiam, nak kata more to sosial takde lah sangat. Biasa biasa je. Ada jugak benda yang aku tak tahu. Tapi bila balik Shah Alam jumpa kawan kawan semua, dorang semua macam 'weh nie ke Mira yang dulu? Dah pakai tudung ke?'. Macam sarcastic sikit lah but I'm cool. Hehe. Tak kisah apa orang nak kata with my comfort zone.
It's not easy from unhijab to hijab person. Nak jaga segala galanya. Especially batas pergaulan antara lelaki dan perempuan. Bukan lah nak kata sebelum nie tak penah jaga tapi tak berapa nak jaga sangat kot. Macam mana tu ye? Okay, I'm speechless. Haha. So now, I'm try for that. Lepas baca blog Kamal Effendi malam tadi rasa macam diri nie teruk pun ada jugak. Susah nak jumpa orang macam dia. Terlalu menjaga batas, itu sangat baik. Dan sekarang aku rasa okay je kalau takde someone special. Macam macam boleh jadi. I'm still young for that. Hopefully boleh lah bertahan sampai dah dapat seru untuk berkahwin. InsyaAllah. By hook or by crook.
P/s : Antara dunia dan akhirat? Pilih satu saje, tak boleh both. Aku pilih akhirat tapi mampukah aku? InsyaAllah :)
Rasa macam dah lama sangat spirit berblog nie dah takde. So now rasa macam nak active balik tapi entah lah. Just wait and see the spirit how long it is. Haha.
Err kali nie aku nak cakap pasal perubahan. I admit I'm not good enough nak cakap pasal nie. Tapi everyone should rasa diri nie cukup teruk dan terhina. Yeah, aku tahu before nie I'm one of unhijab person. Almost 18 okay, 18! Now, syukur alhamdulilah I'm one of hijab person. Semuanya bermula bila ada someone tanya time sekolah dulu 'kenapa tak pakai tudung?'. And I was like 'haa? kenapa nak tanya pasal nie?'. Nak tahu apa yang aku jawab? Aku jawab 'mungkin dari kecik tak dibiasakan dengan memakai tudung even mama pakai tudung. Tapi memang ada niat nak pakai pun, mungkin bila dah dapat further study after SPM.'
And syukur alhamdulilah, aku pakai tudung since 22th of May 2011. Pintu hati tebukak untuk perubahan yang lebih baik. Plus, dapat further study dekat UiTM Kuala Pilah. Mula mula tu memang lah tak biasa sebab benda tu kita tak biasa buatkan tapi bila dah lama lama I'm okay. Lagi lagi bila kawan kawan semua pun ramai yang bertudung, so takde lah rasa diri nie kalut sangat. Dekat sana semua ingat aku memang berhijab dah lama, unfortunately not. Tapi tu lah aku, agak pendiam, nak kata more to sosial takde lah sangat. Biasa biasa je. Ada jugak benda yang aku tak tahu. Tapi bila balik Shah Alam jumpa kawan kawan semua, dorang semua macam 'weh nie ke Mira yang dulu? Dah pakai tudung ke?'. Macam sarcastic sikit lah but I'm cool. Hehe. Tak kisah apa orang nak kata with my comfort zone.
It's not easy from unhijab to hijab person. Nak jaga segala galanya. Especially batas pergaulan antara lelaki dan perempuan. Bukan lah nak kata sebelum nie tak penah jaga tapi tak berapa nak jaga sangat kot. Macam mana tu ye? Okay, I'm speechless. Haha. So now, I'm try for that. Lepas baca blog Kamal Effendi malam tadi rasa macam diri nie teruk pun ada jugak. Susah nak jumpa orang macam dia. Terlalu menjaga batas, itu sangat baik. Dan sekarang aku rasa okay je kalau takde someone special. Macam macam boleh jadi. I'm still young for that. Hopefully boleh lah bertahan sampai dah dapat seru untuk berkahwin. InsyaAllah. By hook or by crook.
P/s : Antara dunia dan akhirat? Pilih satu saje, tak boleh both. Aku pilih akhirat tapi mampukah aku? InsyaAllah :)
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